aku perumpuan, back from malacca, malaysia

Diyana is jealous! For I did not blog about the sleepover a week before. Okay beetch, I'm going to do it now so quit whining!

I was over at Dee's house for a sleepover on tuesday and I think her family is one of the best host ever! You get to enjoy "sedap" food prepared by her parents and her siblings gave a whole new meaning to adorable. They will hold your hands, touch your hair and just keep giggling to themselves. I think I might actually consider moving to their house for good.

Whats better than a good host? A good friend of course! Seeing her in school everyday is nothing unusual since we've stuck by each other for 5 years straight. But to be by her side at night when her gross habits come, totally new experience! That night was like Singapore version of gossip girls, we just kept talking non-stop. It's only I made her shut up around 3 then did we manage to eventually setlle for some rest. But before that it was all about laughing, crying, punching, teasing and then getting closer to each other cause we were so damned scared of "pontianak."

Talking to Diyana made me realise lots of things, in fact, lots of sad stuff thats happening in the world, how much injustice and judement a person has to face in this very pragmatic world we are living in right now. Even if it's things I've often thought about, being able to talk it out was like serving it on a platter. So raw and but there's nothing much you can do about it. Shit stuff in life happens and I guess even if not all of us accepts it, we just live with it.

Thursday, she came over to my house. It's like some mini exchange programme in Jurong/Bukit Batok! We caught "drag me to hell" with a few other classmates before officially bunking in at my house.
The show was fucking awesome, even if it's for 3quarts of the movie. I thought the director was fucking brilliant to make use of so many special effects but what really cracked me up was Ganush, the witch in the movie. She had eyes of different colour and dirty nails to match her "hadn't-wash-in-a-few-years look." People who hadn't catch it should cause it's so fucking gross, lots of laughter in between and definitely entertaining for that 2 hours. I love it!

Anyway, enough raving about the awesomeness. Diyana coming to my house was not as lovely cause my parents pays more than they play. We just sat in bed after being completely washed out from swimming and talk about liberal issues like sex and how people perform them. After all the catfights in bed, the only decent answer we managed to come out with is that people uses manuals to aid in being sexually attractive, and therefore people with no prior sexual experience, if they are able to religiously follow the manual, the can actually score an A in bed.

As crappy as that could be, the next morning was worse since we woke up when class was starting. Diyana sleeps like a dead log and nothing can interupt her unless you really slap her hard. Attempted to roll her off the bed but she managed to stay on the edge, hit her stomach but yet, no reaction at all. Not even an "OW". If I hadn't heard her breathing I might think she really got squashed by my 200 pounds of beauty during the middle of the night and died. So scary but that's just Dee for you. We impressively reached school at 9 and the rest of the day..it's history.

Goodgrief! Screw this wordy post, I'll post up pictures in abit. Till then, I need to prepare my speech for CIP hours and eat dinner. There's only a few days before holidays end and I want to savour every last bit of it!

Coffee't outta my system!

I think I really have to type something else if I don't many people will just think I've commited suicide in the cyberspace.

I have shit loads of pictures to post up but I'm going to have to wait a few more days cause I can't find the damned card reader ever since I used it last friday!

Today I realised, Esther and me have the sofest resolves. We planned to meet by 8 but ended up changing the time to 9, only to have me being late! As I approached the long-legged beauty, she threw me this murderous look. Talk about "if looks could kill!"

We sat at starbucks for a whole 7 hours and I thought my butt was going to grow mould from all that sitting! My system reeks of coffee right now and I can already feel myself getting fat from all the whip cream. I think I might need to buy puking bags whenever I go to Starbucks cause honestly, my body can't take all that milk. Argh....

So, her brother got me sent home and it's so freaking funny when I cursed him and he'll accidently hit the curb. Halfway thru, he started making hand signs and made me repeat "I love myself", "I am motivated", he's sucha joker that when I opened my mouth I could practically swallow the car. But that didn't happen of course else wouldn't be here right now.

My fat ass brother finally decided to lesson his carbon prints cause he's learning, or rather, relearning how to take a bus. I think he might be lost since he called to say he's going to come home from Westmall around 10.15 and it's already 11.20. I live near IMM, approximately 5 stops away and unless he thinks of walking, how would it take so long?

I don't know what else to say...so. BYE!

give it to me hard

Hello.

This past week was deadly, even more cruel when the school decided to cut off the electricity supply for the lift so that us students had to use the stairs. It's so unfair when we were the ones who donated so much money for it! But then again, life is NEVER fair.

In life you realise, we aren't always dealt the right cards, so its up to you to play your game.

Recently, we just underwent the resilience workshop at school and it's amazing how people can show their most beautiful sides at a time when they are at the peak of vulnerabilty. 35 making a class, 20 making a river. At the last part of the talk when we were all supposed to see our life on roleplay, it seems easy to watch it being played as our tears became part of the movie. It's this sort of things in life that really puts you at the periphery of life.

I don't see how everybody benefitted from it because I still believe true motivation comes from within. Motivation does not come with a price tag, it comes with longing and all other true spirits. I know I still sound like a cynic albeit after going thru the Adam Khoo workshop but I still have my reservations amd seriously speaking, the final equation still boils down to motivational talks being another door to easy money!

I think I might post the picture up tomorrow since....i'm such an ass when it comes to friday nights. I want to lie on my bed like a ragdoll with no stuffing and wait for my mummy to dry my hair. So pampered I know but don't be jealous, haha!

It satifies me.

All pictures for the day at ECP. I'm gonna upload another post tmr on JBP if I have the time, I'll add up the pictures too. I have lots of pictures recently. Really satisfied with the outcome of this past one week and honestly sometimes I think God have been too nice to me. Yes, I have my shortcomings and flaws, but above all, I still feel like I don't lack anything. Maybe just a bit of part thereof but life, it's still good! :D

Beatrice the beggar "got 5cent?"

My fav! Felix jumping and I caught it! :D

Anyways, I finally upload the bimbo picture of my bro's gf and I can't wait to upload it! Recently she and my brother have been going thru a rocky relationship. Oh man, I hope they break up soon!

Left it. at home

I can't for holidays, the real one, to come! I'm so bored and swiped out in school, I just cannot seem to concentrate. Today after school I met Laura and we made a stupid choice of eating in a restaurant. And, I've found out how to control spending. Leave your card at home, this way, you'll have nothing to spend.

Anyways.

Congrats to

Miss Neatest: Beatrice
Miss Self-discipline: HuiYun
Miss Courteous: Afifah
Mr Enterprise: Nicholas
Miss Reflective: Maggie
Miss Creative: Brintha
Miss Caring: Eunice
Mr Teamwork: Ariffin

Goodwork guys! (:

And Maggie, I don't know if you are going to read this but you can flame me all you like in your blog and don't bother to do me a service of changing my name because I don't need that at all. And if you are talking about JingYi, I can't care less now because we've also never talked about our problems face to face before. Obviously we also can't do it since she just started to ignore me one day. I can't say that I've been the most caring student but since teacher awarded me with it, I'll just accept it. And, if you like to keep harping on it, how much so are you reflective?

To date, I can't say I've been very mean to you altho yes, I've bitched about you before but it's fair and square since you have done so too. Even if you've clean forgetten, I can still remember when I was nice to you. I don't expect you to, in any way, big or small, repay this gratitude (who am I kidding, you'll just think I'm fake!), not even to remember, but I still hope that before you keep flaming me you'll have to remind yourself. It takes both hands to clap.

(ps, if anyone finds their name missing for the certs thing, sorry and tell me! thx)

Freeway

Holidays don't taste like holidays. Tastes like a mixture of sweat and hardwork but no reaping. Not yet.

I guess everybody's still grumbling at how unfair life is and whatt is dishes out cannot be concluded up in just a small paragraph. Today I was thinking about my future, thinking about how to get into my fav. course, thinking about big brains big bucks when I started to break down cause I was freaking WORRIED. First time in my life I am WORRIED, cause I can't score at tests. I'm not stupid. I'm just not intelligent or hardworking enough. In order to support the last statement, the evidence is that I'm still blogging instead of doing proper work.

Anyways, realised my blog is super wordy. I know you guys hate that.

1)I'll be posting photos up in abit. (It's about time!)
2) I'll try to point blog more next time.
3) I freaking miss ice cream, laura, janice and black dress.
4) My mum is so irritating, she hogged the computer for too long and forgot to wash the clothes.
5) I'm annoyed by MSN'S "virus", what's with people whose offline nudging you and offering sex sites?!
6) RX, if you see thise and still complain about my blog. You are freaking dumb.