It's nearing 10 now and I should be panicking for being so calm with Chinese O's. What an irony..
After the hot housing, I feel like I'm finally getting the hang of writing chinese compos, constructing correct sentences and to prove it, I went to C.town yesterday! Which brings me something to talk about, something inhumane.
I've always regarded C.town people as very uncouth, uncivilised and basically a group of ah peks still doing the whistling to attract chio bus. But yesterday proved me wrong because people from there are also very unfeeling and I don't think they really register love as a kind of feeling but as a kind of obligation. Was walking when I saw this young girl carrying an even younger girl, assumed to be her sister. The next shocking thing that happened, maybe just a split second, was how she nearly dropped her sister. That's not the main point, the thing was, her father came around to "snatch" the younger one away and start to show kungu kicking movements at the girl. Then came the scoldings and more kicking. With the older sister walking away to some pillars, prolly to curse and cry all at one go.
Parents like these should certainly be receiving more education. I don't get it. Why do parents always favour the younger one more? From my point of view, and also of the youngest in my family, of course I can't deny how sometimes it's helpful to always be at an advantage but sometimes I get so angry with my parents for how they always want to shield me and make sure my brother gets the blame, or the shorter end of the rod! Even using the computer when my brother is using it can be such an easy task, just whine/cry/scream while rolling on the floor. It's easy! Too easy, that I can't fight my own battles.
Last Friday, I accompanied Laura to ECP to play aunt agony, and also hide and seek with the roaches. Laura's oblivion to it was eerie and I had to shift spots many times just so the roaches won't crawl to me. In the end, I forsake my dinner when my subway meal dropped to the floor and I had to move off without it.
That night, Laura was telling me about she on the sea with B as the sea. While she tries to float and there's many obstacles. It took me a long time but I finally generated something sensible. That is, the heart and brain are different organs and just trying to think how to satisfy both using a one method, you're being stupid. Is that not right? While the brain is responsible for sending signals, your heart is on the receiving end. Don't complicate them both but never fail to capture the beauty of two.
Can somebody tell me how to put on tagboard? -.-
And any suggestions for a new hp? :DD
Sunday, 31 May 2009
Sunday, 17 May 2009
got happy face? (:(:(:(:(:(:(:
I am Jia.
I like X-man, Superman, Blackman, Spiderman.
Not because they are man, but because, they are mutants coming to save the virtual world.
Before I got online to blog, I kept preparing what I wanted to blog and when I finally got down to it, I forgot what I wanted to say and the x-man, spiderman thing just kept coming to my mind. So random.
Anyway, tomorrow we're going to get back all our exam scripts so for all those who have the confidence that they didn't do so well(like me), good luck. For all that did really really good, keep it up. And for those that has done so well and left us all at the back and kept bugging us with your negativity, go to hell.
Just a question, do woman really need guys or have they been left to think that way? Because sometimes I see woman better off without the opposite sex.
I like X-man, Superman, Blackman, Spiderman.
Not because they are man, but because, they are mutants coming to save the virtual world.
Before I got online to blog, I kept preparing what I wanted to blog and when I finally got down to it, I forgot what I wanted to say and the x-man, spiderman thing just kept coming to my mind. So random.
Anyway, tomorrow we're going to get back all our exam scripts so for all those who have the confidence that they didn't do so well(like me), good luck. For all that did really really good, keep it up. And for those that has done so well and left us all at the back and kept bugging us with your negativity, go to hell.
Just a question, do woman really need guys or have they been left to think that way? Because sometimes I see woman better off without the opposite sex.
Saturday, 16 May 2009
I'm indefinite.
Too late that I learned that that bridge was made of thorns, then it might not be strong enough to hold us all. When it comes to memories, the good and the bad never balance. I am not sure how i came to measure your life by the moments when it's fallen apart-surgeries, breaks, emergencies-instead of the moments in between. Maybe it makes me a pessimist, maybe it makes me a realist. Or maybe it just makes me a mother. But there's only one fact that matters: I don't want you to suffer another break. Especially one between you and me, because that might never set properly.
-Handle with Care
This made me cry.
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Now no exams. Now no stress. Now no burn midnight oil. I belly belly happy.
Four sentences to sum up how I feel about exams.
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Thursday was spent at GV JP watching Star trek and eating fish soup rice. It's been honestly a long time since I've watched a movie and even though it got kinda messy with all the two-dimensions thing in Star Trek, I thoroughly enjoyed myself with Esther. They could tell you you can't miss someone whom you see everyday but I did. It's been weeks since I spent some quality time with her and I miss her awkward smile or the way she does her so called "reverse psychology" but it's all crap la, her so called "reverse psychology" has no effect at all. I spent the night painting on eggs little cartoons and that took two hours. I'll post it up when i get the pictures.
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Friday was waking up at 10 and then realising I've arranged to meet Bobs at 10. OMG! I went rushing around the house getting ready and reached JE nearing 11. I know, sucks to have me as a friend. But despite the morning hiccup, it was a pretty good cyling trip. Going out with them is a really raw experience and I didn't even know that people actually makes stops when they cycle! All along I just cycle non-stop and consume the scenery as I pass but BOBs, they just have to get down to explore. So poor me had to get up and down the bike everytime they stop and it's not funny cause most of the time my legs are barely touching the ground.
We didn't camwhore with all the splashes and I was very tired that day, I have only 3 pics but i'll put it up, especially the one with HuiYun flying. I.Love.It.
My mummy came to meet us at night for dinner and we chatted away in until we found out that it's really late and HuiYun had to go home. But I really like cycling and even though urinating was abit problematic that night, I still want to go back again! So can anyone please bring me?
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Saturday, which is today. I went to watch Angels and Demons and I'll ace it. From the movie, I've learnt that science and religion cannot co-exist and that whatever you think is right may deviate from the truth and actually set itself wrong. I love it! I was in the midst thinking about taking up Roman history when I realised this was just a movie and that it won't ever happen in real life. Sucked back to reality, and hitting it hard.
I want to get this book and finish it. I heard the ending was not featured in the movie and I badly want to know! Movies that involves lots of brainwork and clues makes me so excited! Like how in the movie they could find the killer with the arrows from the angels, at the setting of Castle of Angels. And how by drawing lines across the map leads you to the four elements. It's so good you have to catch it yourself! And I won't continue because I guess most of you won't like me to spoil the ending so I'll just shut up.
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Theres such a thing called "Indifference" and it's called indifference for a reason.
Indifference:
to not be disturbed at will, and to keep the emotions flowing at a less than optimum level.
Indifference is to pretend, is a less pretentious way. Indifference is to forgive and accept, past the melodrama marker. Indifference is to be defined as when you're sick and tired of the same old thing happening, and then to mature instead of waiting at the same spot to crash and burn. I like indifference. I like it like that.
I've known that all my life and I haven't accepted it. Till I sat and listened to myself repeating that word and realised. To be indifferent is actually, to be different. The point being, this time, you're going to be different from the world.
-Handle with Care
This made me cry.
---
Now no exams. Now no stress. Now no burn midnight oil. I belly belly happy.
Four sentences to sum up how I feel about exams.
---
Thursday was spent at GV JP watching Star trek and eating fish soup rice. It's been honestly a long time since I've watched a movie and even though it got kinda messy with all the two-dimensions thing in Star Trek, I thoroughly enjoyed myself with Esther. They could tell you you can't miss someone whom you see everyday but I did. It's been weeks since I spent some quality time with her and I miss her awkward smile or the way she does her so called "reverse psychology" but it's all crap la, her so called "reverse psychology" has no effect at all. I spent the night painting on eggs little cartoons and that took two hours. I'll post it up when i get the pictures.
---
Friday was waking up at 10 and then realising I've arranged to meet Bobs at 10. OMG! I went rushing around the house getting ready and reached JE nearing 11. I know, sucks to have me as a friend. But despite the morning hiccup, it was a pretty good cyling trip. Going out with them is a really raw experience and I didn't even know that people actually makes stops when they cycle! All along I just cycle non-stop and consume the scenery as I pass but BOBs, they just have to get down to explore. So poor me had to get up and down the bike everytime they stop and it's not funny cause most of the time my legs are barely touching the ground.
We didn't camwhore with all the splashes and I was very tired that day, I have only 3 pics but i'll put it up, especially the one with HuiYun flying. I.Love.It.
My mummy came to meet us at night for dinner and we chatted away in until we found out that it's really late and HuiYun had to go home. But I really like cycling and even though urinating was abit problematic that night, I still want to go back again! So can anyone please bring me?
---
Saturday, which is today. I went to watch Angels and Demons and I'll ace it. From the movie, I've learnt that science and religion cannot co-exist and that whatever you think is right may deviate from the truth and actually set itself wrong. I love it! I was in the midst thinking about taking up Roman history when I realised this was just a movie and that it won't ever happen in real life. Sucked back to reality, and hitting it hard.
I want to get this book and finish it. I heard the ending was not featured in the movie and I badly want to know! Movies that involves lots of brainwork and clues makes me so excited! Like how in the movie they could find the killer with the arrows from the angels, at the setting of Castle of Angels. And how by drawing lines across the map leads you to the four elements. It's so good you have to catch it yourself! And I won't continue because I guess most of you won't like me to spoil the ending so I'll just shut up.
---
Theres such a thing called "Indifference" and it's called indifference for a reason.
Indifference:
to not be disturbed at will, and to keep the emotions flowing at a less than optimum level.
Indifference is to pretend, is a less pretentious way. Indifference is to forgive and accept, past the melodrama marker. Indifference is to be defined as when you're sick and tired of the same old thing happening, and then to mature instead of waiting at the same spot to crash and burn. I like indifference. I like it like that.
I've known that all my life and I haven't accepted it. Till I sat and listened to myself repeating that word and realised. To be indifferent is actually, to be different. The point being, this time, you're going to be different from the world.
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