we can count off our fingers

It's Thursday, 3 days away from our first paper and I'm still idling away with Oreas dipped in milk and marshmallows. I'm so enjoying life, after the subway lunch with BOBS and chinese cuisine with my family. Oh, live life and love it!

Today I did a mental check, to see what matters to me most in my life and realised after being with the brains for quite some time, I've gotten used to the idea of having a new perspective in life.

I used to confine myself in a house with frosted windows, reproach and castigate. Wind up the life-clock, and you'll find I deliberate more on my actions and forbid my heart from doing all the talking. My mind now works, my past no longer pays for my present, it's not as surreal. The thing about it, is not how you try to be nonchalant and put on a facade. It's more of getting down to business and talk to the problem itself. You know it, you face it, you cure it. In all brutal honesty, there's no two-way route to getting about it.

One day in the future, you'll look back and think how the decision made was arbitrary. How charming to be ignorant.

SA1, go as quick as you came.

a maturing mom(s)

Todays is sunday and also the third day I've been staying at home. Not mugging, but sleeping my headache and fever away.

On thursday, which is also just a day before Good Friday, my crazy aunts and mom decided to go out for a late night getaway. So in the end, we walked all the way down to Clemenceau and had deserts till the shops closed. The pastries they sold there was just so damned good. Just having a slice wasn't enough, we ended up buying 7 of it. But the pastry did justice to the price, a slice for 8bucks. Good things don't come cheap.
We headed down to Highlanders for a booze later in the night and had a go at Tequila and Martini. By the time it was 2, the aunties all got tired and we headed home. I don't know where did they find their energy for such activites but really, have you even seen a mum who just gave birth play so much? That ladies night was really awesome and everybody was just being crazy. I'm still waiting to age a little so I can go out for pubs with them next time.

Peace out

for you, for coming so close to me.

The rain was a bitch today and I stayed home just so I wouldn't stray when I'm out on the pavements. After so much hesitation, I decided to submit to my fate of having to packed my bursting closet. So at about 2.30, I started roleplaying maid to my closet, at 5, a teacher to my homework, at 6, a housewife cooking. At 7, I became normal and did all the homework my teachers assigned. Now at 10, I'm waiting for S factor to start. Some catfights before sports day starts.

Tomorrow is sports day, and I'm supposed to wear the carlsberg class tee to the stadium. Any of you good people that sees me, don't try to rip any beer off me. I have none.

So life, you're a total stranger during the holidays, which to be truthful, was just spent daily wasting it on clubs and nice books. A call I shouldn't have picked up, and words I shouldn't have believed, got me down to MaxPavillion, Chinatown nearing 12 and I wasted 50bucks getting there, getting in, and getting home. Life sux like that. I had the worst of all time there and I was still fuming when I woke up the next day.

Okay, S factor is here. Goodbye.

Don't Complane

I know if I keep my blog pictures free it's gon be boring. So while this isn't too overdued yet. Savour it slowly.

We love doodlions.

LauraA

He's the shortest in the group but still way taller than me. I'm on heels mind you.


LauraB hugging LauraA. No doubt, names given by me again.


On heels, On kerb. Still way shorter.


JANICE!~ One of my best bimbo, LOVES!

My boobs look ultra fake from this angle. Use fork to deflate it. HAHA.


Pretty Girls.

Ugly Guys.


Going out with them is always so entertaining cause they are such teasers. That night was an impromtu one yet so fulfiling cause I got to meet my janjan and LauraA. It's been months since I heard their voice so meeting up with them can always be such a great deal. That night, we got lost around the bugis area and I ended up back at home with blisters. The bimbo part of me wanted to wear heels and thats what I got for punishment. It's been 4 years since we knew each other and how time flies. From the geeks, we have changed. No wait, maybe only me and LauraA cause JanJan is still the geek. Haha! We ate the sub-standard food from Haji lane and Jan had to speed home early cause she had camp. That poor thing. Already tired out from all the band practice and she can't even get some good time off to rest.

My brain is facing a mild techinical difficulty. It's 1am and I've just completed 2 posts. So damned rare so savour my posts when they are delivered. Now, I'm off to content myself with brushing my pearlie whites and snuggle into the bed with my toy dog whom I've yet to name. Any suggestions just gimme a buzz. I like names related to food but if you find anything interesting for eg: big mushroom, golden king kong, flying flea. Yes, just leave a comment.

Jia is going off now, Nights!

You're free to go.

Gon do a quickie now that I can't sleep due to the burning sensation in my stomach. I hate it when menstruation knocks on my doors because when people have symptoms like food cravings and tendency to sleep alot, mine is having to shit alot. I wouldn't mind it if the shit is solid but unfortunately for me and my mum, it's really watery and stinks more than the usual.

It's just the start of April but I've already broken all the rules and guidelines I've set for myself. Looking back, I started out with resolutions like "Growing stronger in God", I've quitted church. "Don't squeeze pimples", I've squeezed those pus-filled thing and got rid of them from my face. "Grow taller and live healthy", I frequent Macdonald's and KFC when I hang out with BOB's (they have damn good stamina, they can go for up to 4 times per week) and to top it off, I haven't grown a damned mm. Blame it on bad discipline but I suppose resolutions are there just to make you feel like you're gonna achieve something but those that lived through half of their life, they'll know resolutions is just a facade to what a mess your life has been.

I've got something to rant about but I have no idea how to say it without hurting people too much. They say friends are indispensable in your life but what if you meet a friend who does nothing but to leave you behind whenever they progress? Do you still keep them with you, or just like the toxics, you flush them our from your system?

Right now, my feelings are all jumbled out, like it just tumbled into the washing machine. Guess I'll let it have a good wash before I fish them out and start organizing them.

Jia's Priority in Life:
1) O' levels
2) Family
3) Friends
4) Fun
5) Sleep
6) Eat
7) Shit

If you like, you may ignore the last 3. It's just totally crap but coming to think of it, I'm really made up of the last few.

The killer rockzilla, and his class of rockers.

Happy April Fool's Day! I know plenty of you are thinking of ways how to get your teacher but in my case, the rockzilla of the day really had us hoodwinked. Right after the "touch my body" korean version, it's test for the class and Mr Latiff seemed to be raging. He started ranting and talking about how our grades were disgusting and claimed we were all throwing some rubbish work to him. In order to really show his anger, he said it's a piece of rubbish for rubbish, something like an eye for an eye and appointed me to distribute the rubbish. I know, why me? The quiestest student in class and targetted by him. He went "Eunice, come!" Left with no choice and nothing to arm myself, I even dared a cheeky smile and said "april fools joke right?" Instead, he answered me like I was too insensitive and wasn't taking the whole situation seriously. I went and I was really trembling cause I don't like it when people, especially teachers get mad and I was the one who was getting the rubbish from him.

His bag was filled with envelopes and I really thought we were supposed to write him a letter to show our resolutions and how sorry we were for giving him shit all this while. And 5 secs after I gave the envelopes out....

IT WAS ACTUALLY JUST A BLOODY MARS BARS AND A LOLLIPOP!


It wouldn't do justice to him if I started swearing how good he was but really, it's the best prank of the year! He really scared all of us and made us get damned fidgety when he wrote :
1)The test won't last for jsut 30minutes
2)There will be one hard and one soft

Upon seeing that, who wouldn't treat it as some kind of punishment?!

So yea, MR LATIFF IS THE BEST ENGLISH TEACHER(((:

4e5 hearts him~ <333