Having fun in moderation

Hello guys! I know it's hell long since I last blogged but yes, I'm back now! I've decided not to let anybody know that I've reopened the blog because I might want to type some very raw feelings of mine. So until any kpo's come to look see around this place and start to increase the number of visitors, I think it's reasonable to say that this blog will be as good as dead.

As you guys know, 2012 is around the corner and I'm sure many are anticipating for 12-21-2012 because that's the said date of us dying. If nothing goes wrong with the psychic's calculation, yes, we will all be dead. Have you, then, ever thought of doing some stuffs before you actually die? I did. Most of them are not very important but worth taking note of.

Blacks for those I wanna do. Red for those I've done before.

1) lose my virginity. (please don't ask me why this is on the top of my list)
2) experience bungee-jumping.
3) get really drunk and forget all about it the next day
4) earn my first $10 000
5) get my first tattoo
6) travel to other countries without any parents supervision AT ALL
7) fly a damned plane (not the remote control one hor, don't play play)
8) use a gun on an actual living thing
9) get my second tattoo (haha, i know this is so dumb)
10) find a guy I really like (you know how difficult it is for me ): )
11) kiss a girl bestfriend
12) look at a real man naked. Porn doesn't count.
13) Have a dog
14) Have a chinchilla
15) Meet a rich guy (sorry, all girls dream of that)
16) get a brazillian waxing
17) getting caught by the police when I'm doing something naughty
18) getting into a non-fatal car accident
19) getting a dress which costs 1k
20) be a bartender

And this stops at 20 because I'm too tired to think of any. To add on, most of the things I want to get done is not done only because I myself don't want to, not because I am not able to. I think I really have to generate all this energy into doing something productive if I want miracles to happen in my life instead of sitting on this chair and pretend to dream big. You know life always have unexpected stuffs coming up? I hope something like that will happen to me too. I am really getting bored.