I'm indefinite.

Too late that I learned that that bridge was made of thorns, then it might not be strong enough to hold us all. When it comes to memories, the good and the bad never balance. I am not sure how i came to measure your life by the moments when it's fallen apart-surgeries, breaks, emergencies-instead of the moments in between. Maybe it makes me a pessimist, maybe it makes me a realist. Or maybe it just makes me a mother. But there's only one fact that matters: I don't want you to suffer another break. Especially one between you and me, because that might never set properly.

-Handle with Care

This made me cry.
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Now no exams. Now no stress. Now no burn midnight oil. I belly belly happy.
Four sentences to sum up how I feel about exams.
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Thursday was spent at GV JP watching Star trek and eating fish soup rice. It's been honestly a long time since I've watched a movie and even though it got kinda messy with all the two-dimensions thing in Star Trek, I thoroughly enjoyed myself with Esther. They could tell you you can't miss someone whom you see everyday but I did. It's been weeks since I spent some quality time with her and I miss her awkward smile or the way she does her so called "reverse psychology" but it's all crap la, her so called "reverse psychology" has no effect at all. I spent the night painting on eggs little cartoons and that took two hours. I'll post it up when i get the pictures.
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Friday was waking up at 10 and then realising I've arranged to meet Bobs at 10. OMG! I went rushing around the house getting ready and reached JE nearing 11. I know, sucks to have me as a friend. But despite the morning hiccup, it was a pretty good cyling trip. Going out with them is a really raw experience and I didn't even know that people actually makes stops when they cycle! All along I just cycle non-stop and consume the scenery as I pass but BOBs, they just have to get down to explore. So poor me had to get up and down the bike everytime they stop and it's not funny cause most of the time my legs are barely touching the ground.
We didn't camwhore with all the splashes and I was very tired that day, I have only 3 pics but i'll put it up, especially the one with HuiYun flying. I.Love.It.
My mummy came to meet us at night for dinner and we chatted away in until we found out that it's really late and HuiYun had to go home. But I really like cycling and even though urinating was abit problematic that night, I still want to go back again! So can anyone please bring me?
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Saturday, which is today. I went to watch Angels and Demons and I'll ace it. From the movie, I've learnt that science and religion cannot co-exist and that whatever you think is right may deviate from the truth and actually set itself wrong. I love it! I was in the midst thinking about taking up Roman history when I realised this was just a movie and that it won't ever happen in real life. Sucked back to reality, and hitting it hard.
I want to get this book and finish it. I heard the ending was not featured in the movie and I badly want to know! Movies that involves lots of brainwork and clues makes me so excited! Like how in the movie they could find the killer with the arrows from the angels, at the setting of Castle of Angels. And how by drawing lines across the map leads you to the four elements. It's so good you have to catch it yourself! And I won't continue because I guess most of you won't like me to spoil the ending so I'll just shut up.
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Theres such a thing called "Indifference" and it's called indifference for a reason.

Indifference:
to not be disturbed at will, and to keep the emotions flowing at a less than optimum level.

Indifference is to pretend, is a less pretentious way. Indifference is to forgive and accept, past the melodrama marker. Indifference is to be defined as when you're sick and tired of the same old thing happening, and then to mature instead of waiting at the same spot to crash and burn. I like indifference. I like it like that.

I've known that all my life and I haven't accepted it. Till I sat and listened to myself repeating that word and realised. To be indifferent is actually, to be different. The point being, this time, you're going to be different from the world.