Hoodwinked

It's been some time since a decent update went up so there you go. A new post but no bikini shots since I haven't uploaded the pictures. I can hear pinheads overenthusiasm and the sound of them throwing confetti's into the air now. How happy.

I have been getting bad comments for the eyes privy to my body with pinheads moaning with their naked disgust. Call me a slut and people who knows me well will tell you I'm really one. It's okay, I don't mind. I have a kinky sense of humour and I am certainly not docile. To arm your words as stings while naming yourself Innocence is plainly mimicking choanoflagellates, going way beyond the Innocence level and one would think your brain and hands needs coordination.

Guys forbids me to spill the beans but truth be told, if you rejected a guy straight flat on your first date, the next thing you know is you're receiving evualuation about how pompous you were. They cram everything about you in one minuscule monologue from your fashion appeal to that dear little singapore's sister on your face and it's up to you to use a defences ranging from a toothpicks to cannons before things get so bad, they push you like the button for the trigger for a bomb. Now we know, Guys are jerks.

I'm not saying woman are perfect. Even though we are living in the modern era now there are still double standards that gets the better of us everyday. Let's look at it this way, God gave us this organs to create more wonderful living things and even though I'm still a virgin, I absolutely respect the use of it. Sex or erotica should never be catergorised under the unhealthy, evil and dirty activity because that would mean I wouldn't even be here typing out shitloads. You always ask guys have they ever watched porn and the answer scoring the most number of hits is bound to be "Of course, else I'm not a guy" and that's true too. Even the government censores sex scenes, don't he still encourage couples to have more babies for a higher population? Don't take it the wrong way, I'm not saying underaged sex is acceptable but think about it, you could use your fingers to finish counting the number of virgin friends. Sex is indulgence that's why it's the hottest topic since kids attends kindergarden. Makes sense?

There's going to be lots of controversy regarding this issue so in case you lovely's haven't noticed, the comments box is gone for good. The line is drawn, no medievals shall be allowed to poke their pruny nose into my affairs and the old comments box shall retreat in a few days time. So, bitch about me into my face while time ingrains in our faces.

I think it's time to say I have been fucked and thrown since that's the way Ching will put it. Don't get me wrong, I'm still a virgin but recently I have been feeling that I lost a really good friend. Jenise told me an open secret which is that friendship, having master the art of the delusionist, is a great way to challenge yourself going up and down mentally. Like a doctor that saves a soul, I'm carrying the expression that will start floods. I have tried my best.

The modicum of knowledge is dangerous and you ride out my moods with an immeasurable amount of stoicism. Grief is hard on everyone. We are all good with lying to ourselves by omission. We have the heart to a relationship, but no body to grow ourselves into. If you want words for that, I'll throw you a whole chunk. So what are we now?

Leave it all to God, he'll share the plan.