Count this a day already

I'm watching sex in the city as I'm currently typing. Hell, I love sushi's but looking the sushi covered body in the screen, just serve me my char kway teow anytime. Today I'm going to be brief, emotionless and downright straight. Thanks for listening.

1)I went to Ah Ching's house for a suntanning session but the sun failed me, we had a rain-tanning session instead.
2)I've been having late nights and not because I was busy being studious, trying to play with books but because I recently realised that I am an evident supporter of singtel telecom.
3)I'm currently a book fanatic, I bought a few books on impulse and I feel so shit right now cause I could have been down at the fashion store instead. Some spy leaked out that a fashion police will be after my heels soon enough if I don't start changing my wardrobe.
4)I messed up at work, I gave the customer the wrong change, but she still smiled at me. Just tell me my charm works everytime.
5)I recently got my inner morbid self activated, I want somebody to explain to me, "Why I don't have a boyfriend."
6)My mum is out of town, I think my dad is pretty lonely.
7)Esther is so cute, she made me come down to bukit batok from town and then back again.
8)I keep telling myself to be gracious, even though I'm not trained to.
9)I feel like getting a dog that loves erotica. (after looking at the one in sex in the city)
10)I need to get an oxygen tank, I really want to start breathing like normal, instead of taking in big gulps of air that can substantiate me for a short period of time.

Sometimes I wonder why am I so afraid to get close to people. To know them inside out, like I'm a worm in their stomach. I hate getting close to a number of people and particularly one because I know that just one day, where life is a battlefield, I'll be hurting you if not you. Wake me up when september ends? It ended a long time ago but hell no, I don't wanna fall toward life again.

Hold on tight, I'm speechless for tonight. Bye.

I'll be back when I'm not in the emotional whirlpool.