oRder and SeLL

It's nearing 10 now and I should be panicking for being so calm with Chinese O's. What an irony..
After the hot housing, I feel like I'm finally getting the hang of writing chinese compos, constructing correct sentences and to prove it, I went to C.town yesterday! Which brings me something to talk about, something inhumane.

I've always regarded C.town people as very uncouth, uncivilised and basically a group of ah peks still doing the whistling to attract chio bus. But yesterday proved me wrong because people from there are also very unfeeling and I don't think they really register love as a kind of feeling but as a kind of obligation. Was walking when I saw this young girl carrying an even younger girl, assumed to be her sister. The next shocking thing that happened, maybe just a split second, was how she nearly dropped her sister. That's not the main point, the thing was, her father came around to "snatch" the younger one away and start to show kungu kicking movements at the girl. Then came the scoldings and more kicking. With the older sister walking away to some pillars, prolly to curse and cry all at one go.

Parents like these should certainly be receiving more education. I don't get it. Why do parents always favour the younger one more? From my point of view, and also of the youngest in my family, of course I can't deny how sometimes it's helpful to always be at an advantage but sometimes I get so angry with my parents for how they always want to shield me and make sure my brother gets the blame, or the shorter end of the rod! Even using the computer when my brother is using it can be such an easy task, just whine/cry/scream while rolling on the floor. It's easy! Too easy, that I can't fight my own battles.

Last Friday, I accompanied Laura to ECP to play aunt agony, and also hide and seek with the roaches. Laura's oblivion to it was eerie and I had to shift spots many times just so the roaches won't crawl to me. In the end, I forsake my dinner when my subway meal dropped to the floor and I had to move off without it.

That night, Laura was telling me about she on the sea with B as the sea. While she tries to float and there's many obstacles. It took me a long time but I finally generated something sensible. That is, the heart and brain are different organs and just trying to think how to satisfy both using a one method, you're being stupid. Is that not right? While the brain is responsible for sending signals, your heart is on the receiving end. Don't complicate them both but never fail to capture the beauty of two.

Can somebody tell me how to put on tagboard? -.-
And any suggestions for a new hp? :DD

got happy face? (:(:(:(:(:(:(:

I am Jia.

I like X-man, Superman, Blackman, Spiderman.

Not because they are man, but because, they are mutants coming to save the virtual world.


Before I got online to blog, I kept preparing what I wanted to blog and when I finally got down to it, I forgot what I wanted to say and the x-man, spiderman thing just kept coming to my mind. So random.

Anyway, tomorrow we're going to get back all our exam scripts so for all those who have the confidence that they didn't do so well(like me), good luck. For all that did really really good, keep it up. And for those that has done so well and left us all at the back and kept bugging us with your negativity, go to hell.


Just a question, do woman really need guys or have they been left to think that way? Because sometimes I see woman better off without the opposite sex.

I'm indefinite.

Too late that I learned that that bridge was made of thorns, then it might not be strong enough to hold us all. When it comes to memories, the good and the bad never balance. I am not sure how i came to measure your life by the moments when it's fallen apart-surgeries, breaks, emergencies-instead of the moments in between. Maybe it makes me a pessimist, maybe it makes me a realist. Or maybe it just makes me a mother. But there's only one fact that matters: I don't want you to suffer another break. Especially one between you and me, because that might never set properly.

-Handle with Care

This made me cry.
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Now no exams. Now no stress. Now no burn midnight oil. I belly belly happy.
Four sentences to sum up how I feel about exams.
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Thursday was spent at GV JP watching Star trek and eating fish soup rice. It's been honestly a long time since I've watched a movie and even though it got kinda messy with all the two-dimensions thing in Star Trek, I thoroughly enjoyed myself with Esther. They could tell you you can't miss someone whom you see everyday but I did. It's been weeks since I spent some quality time with her and I miss her awkward smile or the way she does her so called "reverse psychology" but it's all crap la, her so called "reverse psychology" has no effect at all. I spent the night painting on eggs little cartoons and that took two hours. I'll post it up when i get the pictures.
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Friday was waking up at 10 and then realising I've arranged to meet Bobs at 10. OMG! I went rushing around the house getting ready and reached JE nearing 11. I know, sucks to have me as a friend. But despite the morning hiccup, it was a pretty good cyling trip. Going out with them is a really raw experience and I didn't even know that people actually makes stops when they cycle! All along I just cycle non-stop and consume the scenery as I pass but BOBs, they just have to get down to explore. So poor me had to get up and down the bike everytime they stop and it's not funny cause most of the time my legs are barely touching the ground.
We didn't camwhore with all the splashes and I was very tired that day, I have only 3 pics but i'll put it up, especially the one with HuiYun flying. I.Love.It.
My mummy came to meet us at night for dinner and we chatted away in until we found out that it's really late and HuiYun had to go home. But I really like cycling and even though urinating was abit problematic that night, I still want to go back again! So can anyone please bring me?
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Saturday, which is today. I went to watch Angels and Demons and I'll ace it. From the movie, I've learnt that science and religion cannot co-exist and that whatever you think is right may deviate from the truth and actually set itself wrong. I love it! I was in the midst thinking about taking up Roman history when I realised this was just a movie and that it won't ever happen in real life. Sucked back to reality, and hitting it hard.
I want to get this book and finish it. I heard the ending was not featured in the movie and I badly want to know! Movies that involves lots of brainwork and clues makes me so excited! Like how in the movie they could find the killer with the arrows from the angels, at the setting of Castle of Angels. And how by drawing lines across the map leads you to the four elements. It's so good you have to catch it yourself! And I won't continue because I guess most of you won't like me to spoil the ending so I'll just shut up.
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Theres such a thing called "Indifference" and it's called indifference for a reason.

Indifference:
to not be disturbed at will, and to keep the emotions flowing at a less than optimum level.

Indifference is to pretend, is a less pretentious way. Indifference is to forgive and accept, past the melodrama marker. Indifference is to be defined as when you're sick and tired of the same old thing happening, and then to mature instead of waiting at the same spot to crash and burn. I like indifference. I like it like that.

I've known that all my life and I haven't accepted it. Till I sat and listened to myself repeating that word and realised. To be indifferent is actually, to be different. The point being, this time, you're going to be different from the world.

we can count off our fingers

It's Thursday, 3 days away from our first paper and I'm still idling away with Oreas dipped in milk and marshmallows. I'm so enjoying life, after the subway lunch with BOBS and chinese cuisine with my family. Oh, live life and love it!

Today I did a mental check, to see what matters to me most in my life and realised after being with the brains for quite some time, I've gotten used to the idea of having a new perspective in life.

I used to confine myself in a house with frosted windows, reproach and castigate. Wind up the life-clock, and you'll find I deliberate more on my actions and forbid my heart from doing all the talking. My mind now works, my past no longer pays for my present, it's not as surreal. The thing about it, is not how you try to be nonchalant and put on a facade. It's more of getting down to business and talk to the problem itself. You know it, you face it, you cure it. In all brutal honesty, there's no two-way route to getting about it.

One day in the future, you'll look back and think how the decision made was arbitrary. How charming to be ignorant.

SA1, go as quick as you came.

a maturing mom(s)

Todays is sunday and also the third day I've been staying at home. Not mugging, but sleeping my headache and fever away.

On thursday, which is also just a day before Good Friday, my crazy aunts and mom decided to go out for a late night getaway. So in the end, we walked all the way down to Clemenceau and had deserts till the shops closed. The pastries they sold there was just so damned good. Just having a slice wasn't enough, we ended up buying 7 of it. But the pastry did justice to the price, a slice for 8bucks. Good things don't come cheap.
We headed down to Highlanders for a booze later in the night and had a go at Tequila and Martini. By the time it was 2, the aunties all got tired and we headed home. I don't know where did they find their energy for such activites but really, have you even seen a mum who just gave birth play so much? That ladies night was really awesome and everybody was just being crazy. I'm still waiting to age a little so I can go out for pubs with them next time.

Peace out

for you, for coming so close to me.

The rain was a bitch today and I stayed home just so I wouldn't stray when I'm out on the pavements. After so much hesitation, I decided to submit to my fate of having to packed my bursting closet. So at about 2.30, I started roleplaying maid to my closet, at 5, a teacher to my homework, at 6, a housewife cooking. At 7, I became normal and did all the homework my teachers assigned. Now at 10, I'm waiting for S factor to start. Some catfights before sports day starts.

Tomorrow is sports day, and I'm supposed to wear the carlsberg class tee to the stadium. Any of you good people that sees me, don't try to rip any beer off me. I have none.

So life, you're a total stranger during the holidays, which to be truthful, was just spent daily wasting it on clubs and nice books. A call I shouldn't have picked up, and words I shouldn't have believed, got me down to MaxPavillion, Chinatown nearing 12 and I wasted 50bucks getting there, getting in, and getting home. Life sux like that. I had the worst of all time there and I was still fuming when I woke up the next day.

Okay, S factor is here. Goodbye.

Don't Complane

I know if I keep my blog pictures free it's gon be boring. So while this isn't too overdued yet. Savour it slowly.

We love doodlions.

LauraA

He's the shortest in the group but still way taller than me. I'm on heels mind you.


LauraB hugging LauraA. No doubt, names given by me again.


On heels, On kerb. Still way shorter.


JANICE!~ One of my best bimbo, LOVES!

My boobs look ultra fake from this angle. Use fork to deflate it. HAHA.


Pretty Girls.

Ugly Guys.


Going out with them is always so entertaining cause they are such teasers. That night was an impromtu one yet so fulfiling cause I got to meet my janjan and LauraA. It's been months since I heard their voice so meeting up with them can always be such a great deal. That night, we got lost around the bugis area and I ended up back at home with blisters. The bimbo part of me wanted to wear heels and thats what I got for punishment. It's been 4 years since we knew each other and how time flies. From the geeks, we have changed. No wait, maybe only me and LauraA cause JanJan is still the geek. Haha! We ate the sub-standard food from Haji lane and Jan had to speed home early cause she had camp. That poor thing. Already tired out from all the band practice and she can't even get some good time off to rest.

My brain is facing a mild techinical difficulty. It's 1am and I've just completed 2 posts. So damned rare so savour my posts when they are delivered. Now, I'm off to content myself with brushing my pearlie whites and snuggle into the bed with my toy dog whom I've yet to name. Any suggestions just gimme a buzz. I like names related to food but if you find anything interesting for eg: big mushroom, golden king kong, flying flea. Yes, just leave a comment.

Jia is going off now, Nights!

You're free to go.

Gon do a quickie now that I can't sleep due to the burning sensation in my stomach. I hate it when menstruation knocks on my doors because when people have symptoms like food cravings and tendency to sleep alot, mine is having to shit alot. I wouldn't mind it if the shit is solid but unfortunately for me and my mum, it's really watery and stinks more than the usual.

It's just the start of April but I've already broken all the rules and guidelines I've set for myself. Looking back, I started out with resolutions like "Growing stronger in God", I've quitted church. "Don't squeeze pimples", I've squeezed those pus-filled thing and got rid of them from my face. "Grow taller and live healthy", I frequent Macdonald's and KFC when I hang out with BOB's (they have damn good stamina, they can go for up to 4 times per week) and to top it off, I haven't grown a damned mm. Blame it on bad discipline but I suppose resolutions are there just to make you feel like you're gonna achieve something but those that lived through half of their life, they'll know resolutions is just a facade to what a mess your life has been.

I've got something to rant about but I have no idea how to say it without hurting people too much. They say friends are indispensable in your life but what if you meet a friend who does nothing but to leave you behind whenever they progress? Do you still keep them with you, or just like the toxics, you flush them our from your system?

Right now, my feelings are all jumbled out, like it just tumbled into the washing machine. Guess I'll let it have a good wash before I fish them out and start organizing them.

Jia's Priority in Life:
1) O' levels
2) Family
3) Friends
4) Fun
5) Sleep
6) Eat
7) Shit

If you like, you may ignore the last 3. It's just totally crap but coming to think of it, I'm really made up of the last few.

The killer rockzilla, and his class of rockers.

Happy April Fool's Day! I know plenty of you are thinking of ways how to get your teacher but in my case, the rockzilla of the day really had us hoodwinked. Right after the "touch my body" korean version, it's test for the class and Mr Latiff seemed to be raging. He started ranting and talking about how our grades were disgusting and claimed we were all throwing some rubbish work to him. In order to really show his anger, he said it's a piece of rubbish for rubbish, something like an eye for an eye and appointed me to distribute the rubbish. I know, why me? The quiestest student in class and targetted by him. He went "Eunice, come!" Left with no choice and nothing to arm myself, I even dared a cheeky smile and said "april fools joke right?" Instead, he answered me like I was too insensitive and wasn't taking the whole situation seriously. I went and I was really trembling cause I don't like it when people, especially teachers get mad and I was the one who was getting the rubbish from him.

His bag was filled with envelopes and I really thought we were supposed to write him a letter to show our resolutions and how sorry we were for giving him shit all this while. And 5 secs after I gave the envelopes out....

IT WAS ACTUALLY JUST A BLOODY MARS BARS AND A LOLLIPOP!


It wouldn't do justice to him if I started swearing how good he was but really, it's the best prank of the year! He really scared all of us and made us get damned fidgety when he wrote :
1)The test won't last for jsut 30minutes
2)There will be one hard and one soft

Upon seeing that, who wouldn't treat it as some kind of punishment?!

So yea, MR LATIFF IS THE BEST ENGLISH TEACHER(((:

4e5 hearts him~ <333

Guys should not take advantage of Girls.

Everybody that night was going insane, maybe for the first time in their life. The sweat of girls, dripping over the contours of their body. Those guys, preyed on the girls like werewolf beholding a final full moon. The sweat of both genders mixed, producing yet another best night. If 3 were to go, a menage a trois would begin. But that wasn't what I aimed for that night. He pulled me closer towards him but as much as I felt excited, I didn't like where it was going.

That night at Zouk, it was one of the happiest night I had clubbing. People staging their show there was crazy and the crowd, you wouldn't exactly live through it. Those trannys dancing, I really admired their courage and how they moved. The music wasn't fabulous but it still deserved an applause for leading my memories to where it belonged. I peeled myself away from all my clubber friends and joined my friend's boyfriend in the dance. I couldn't stop laughing all the way since they were too damned tall. Even with raised hands, I could barely hit their head. Clubbing with those new friends was more like being kampung kids in a explicitly dangerous place. When people were busy grinding, placing their hands on wherever they could find a bare spot too. There I was, a spot in the dark competing to see who could go lower for Flo Rida's "low" song, playing games in that room. When I got on stage to dance, I started to talk more gibber than I moved and eventually left the dance room for a drink. 1hour later when the dance room cleared, I finally broke free from the clubbing fever and headed for some 5.30 breakfast suggested by LauraB. I like life this way.

I do like clubbing, innocent clubbing especially. Not when the voyeur puts his hands around my waists and starts acting coy. When I'm put in this position, it's akin to letting me walk too far on my own and when I sense disturbance, I recoil. But then again, you don't fuck yourself up just because ugly things happened. You let it happen, and you may let it replay itself. Or then again, you can serve your revenge while he has your back to you.